What efffects did your first gay sex experience have on you?
I'm still waiting for it. But I want to do it with somebody that I love and not just for the sake of doing it.
my first sex with a man...i was 23, he 34, experienced, at least 30 centimetres lower than me.. And gave one of the best blowjob ever.. It was the first time that somebody swallowed my load. I wanted to fuck him but he got a call he had to answer, so there was no "real sex".. i felt myself strange. it was awesome, wanted to have more, but. I couldn't love (with real love) a man. So it's still "just" sex. But i relly like it.