hi there, I really need your advice
I am 24 years old in a Muslim family, sadly they are old fashion, so for them, its time to me to get married
and as you can tell easily, I am gay, never liked a girl in my life, I kinda told my mom that I am bi, maybe she will back off a bit, but that didn't change her mind
she is saying, all you need to do is to have sex with her in the bed, you don't have to enjoy it !
yup, and things are getting really hard around here, its not easy to move out and leave my family and my friend behind
so I am thinking, should I just tell my family that I am gay ? is this a better solution than being with a girl ? or its time to leave everything behind and search for my happiness
help ... thx