I want to say as a black African American homosexual Christian man, over the past couple of years, I been really attracted to Jewish and Eastern European/Middle Eastern men of all degrees. (I put them apart of the same group, because my attraction ranges towards all of that.)
Here in the United States, they comprise of a big population, and here in Los Angeles, I see many of them.
The only issue, is that I feel most of these men don't find black people attractive, not just for love, but for interactions in general. So I feel like I'm wasting my time and living in an unrealistic paradox by infatuating over men like this.
I don't really see that many gay black men with guys like that. But I don't know.
So because of that, I feel trapped and I feel that these types of guys to pursue as far as interpersonal an intimate close relationships are going to be difficult. I remember reading on another gay message board (I'm not gonna give the name..please lol), by a gay man who lived in Europe, said most guys like that seem to be attracted to black and dark skin gay men. That perhaps is true, but that doesn't mean they will still open their lives up to you.
I'm not saying they are racist, no I'm not, but, ugh. I don't know.
I remember that story of that gay black man who was nearly beaten to death by a bunch of Jewish/Eastern European men recently for unknown reasons in a gay village. Maybe him being gay was dismissive, and it was a racial attack, maybe it wasn't, I don't know. The story still doesn't add up, and it's concluded and finished but still.https://nypost.com/2016/08/31/gay-beating-victim-details-how-attacker-gouged-his-eye/
But despite all of that, it's just something I want to get out there.
I just find these types of guys very attractive for some reason, and I don't see a lot of discussion about it really.
This was just something that was on my mind and I wanted to post to get out there and off my chest. So, that's all.
Just wanted to post this here for any help and if someone else wanted to post on or offer their opinions, that would be nice.