Okay so I'm an 18yo male & I have no idea what label I am, letâ€™s rant.
Iâ€™m mostly physically attracted to guys, and mostly emotionally/romantically attracted to girls.More details: So, when I say mostly physically attracted to guys, I mean 90% of good looking, naked men, would get me turned on. And only 10% of good looking, naked women would turn me on, but not even that much. With women I have a specific type that I like. Iâ€™ve looked at women and thought they were smoking hot, but there would be very little sexual desire. I feel slight physical attraction to women, and pretty much only to women I know very well and like A LOT.Thatâ€™s where the romantic/emotional attraction comes in: I don't really look at guys in a romantic way. I have not felt romantic attraction to a guy to this date. When I see hot guys, I think â€˜â€™Oh damn I want to have sex with themâ€™â€™To women however, I feel little physical attraction, but I think itâ€™s like I fall in love with HER, and not her body. Like, being in a relationship with an asexual, hetero-romantical women would be perfect. Little, or no sex, but a lot of talking, cuddling, taking care of, and sometimes kissing. Itâ€™s like thatâ€™s how I want to picture my future.However, BECAUSE Iâ€™m so damn confused I feel like Iâ€™m betraying either sexes I get close to. I donâ€™t look for anything sexual/romantical in both women or men because I feel like Iâ€™m lying tot hem, or lying to myselfâ€¦Thatâ€™s why Iâ€™m a late-bloomer have little experience with either sexes. I have had to urges to have sex with men, and Iâ€™ve also had urges to kiss girls (which almost happened a few times until my mind had to interfere)